Sometimes your just realize that the place your are at is so perfectly fitted for you, and there is not a thing you’d change. Because despite the tiny inconveniences that life always throws at everyone, it’s all well and fine.
And well sometimes you realize that everything went downhill and you are suffocating and you either change something(s) right now or … Let’s not talk about the alternative.
Hi I’m Lilla, almost 25 and don’t have a single thing to keep me where I’m at the moment. So the action plan is the following: shut up, pack up and leave. Except I have no idea of the mechanics of this.
What I’ve done so far is that I started to apply for positions all around the globe. Fortunately, I have friends and family in a lot of places everywhere so I’m actively nagging them to keep their eyes open and tell me if they can somehow dig out a spot for me. Primarily I’m in finance and consulting, though that is one of the reasons why I have to leave. After 3+ years in this field, I now am completely honest and have to admit that this was a huge mistake for me. I’m not exactly a numeric kind of person.
So at this point, I have no idea where I’m going, and what am I going to do there, but I’m definitely sure that I’m going otherwise I’ll go crazy here.
That’s about it for today, I’ve applied to over 30 jobs and it’s only noon. I hope something will stick. Also I have high hopes for me visiting New York for the first time in my life at the end of this week. Hopefully that will recharge me enough to give me some strenght for this upcoming period.
(Ui. Hát ezt egy kicsit elbasztuk, nyugi én menekülök.)